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Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I'd enough.
Enough.
My mum still nagging at me for getting 70 for Mother Tongue. She says i got to have a A1, for Mother Tongue, English and Math to get to Express stream -__-. Anyway, at least i get a A2. I got 87 for Mathematics. Not bad right. My history actually get 69 ley! Must call teacher push me up go A2. Literature.. Fuck Literature! I got 39! Can you imagine. What kind of shitty marks is that! Anyway, the stupid Syahrul morning tell me what he know his Maths marks, 90 marks. Then teacher announce, he get 76 marks only! What the fuck, then i totally say to him " You lie to me! You this liar! " Then he poke my butt with the nails equipment then i just say " What the fuck, why you touch my butt " and everyone around there laughed. Then i take the staple go beat his butt. Actually can use hand one uh. But i use equipment. Bye!































I want this.

If you love two person at the same time, choose the second person, because if you loved the first person, you wouldn't love the second.






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Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Heart.
Heart.
Sorry, photo's too small. Anyway la, it's my wall full of hearts! (x Okay anyway, i rock in sex topics! I'm not horny okay. I somehow rock in it, i even got highest for that topic in Science. < What the fuck. That makes me think i want to be a gynaecologist. A gynaecologist is a doctor that helps the birth of a baby. Okay, you might think that's crazy, and it's stupid because that means i have to see the baby in blood and cut off the umbilical cord, but that's not what i think. I think like you know.. at least i help someone, i deliver a newborn. Maybe i can even give birth to my own children myself without another gynaecologist! Okay, i'm seriously crazy. That's not even possible. I think.Who's gonna fucking beat the baby's backside when i collapse. I'm not sure if i will change the idea of being a gynaecologist in the future, because right now, i have lots of ideas for a job. Okay, whatever i do is because of money. Happy. Maybe i'll be a hairstylist or what then i can rebond my own hair and style my children's hair. Haha! Anyway, let's carry on.
Today was Maths paper two and Literature. I estimated i could get a 80 marks in Maths. Anyway, went to Yi Hui's house to slack today and we went down and played captain ball. Soon Nee and Aloysius were talking about Jamie being extra. Oh my god, why can't they think of other's feeling. Is it a good feeling to be called extra? It hurts people. Jamie told me, hurt, that Soon Nee and Aloysius said she was extra. Aloysius was singing it too! What the fuck! Just because they're good friends, they diss people so badly. I dislike people like that. How can Aloysius actually be a councilor when he treats people like that?
Lastly, please read. Girls, don't only care about your own feeling, sometimes, understand what the guys are feeling, and what they do, you just have to tolerate.

Here's 99 facts about guys. This only includes guys who are seriously in love.
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry.
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate nice boy!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted , never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry.
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate nice boy!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Pain.
Pain.
Hey. It's me again. What am i talking about? It's my blog obviously it's me. Laughs. Anyway, i'm so damn hungry now. :\ Sheez. When i came back home, straight immediately toh on the bed sleep till 7. Craves for Pastamania, then i ordered it, went back to Facebook. Baked rice. Loves.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.
In the morning, while i was still sleeping, dreamt of a huge phoenix drop a bag of huge bird shit on my head. It felt like that was the end of the world. Bird shit dripped down my hair. I was disgusted. I lost consciousness at that moment. Woke up at 7. Almost late for school. My hair was a mess. Used water to make it straight again. Bed hair sucks.
First came Science paper. It was kinda hard except for the sexual reproduction parts. I hate atoms/ions parts. Still need to remember the periodic table. Then after that it was fine and i was still thinking about my future children's name. If there's 2 girls, one will be name Yvette (Surname) Xue Ting. The other will be Yvonne (Surname) Xue Ling. For the boy, it will be Yaphet (Surname) Wei Ming.
Ate Japanese food during Recess. So lucky. I got the last bowl of Mushroom soup. There's a extent to someone's love okay! Then after that came Home Economics paper, i reckon it's easy, because i completed it in 15 minutes and i think i could get good marks :\ Fuck, when we were walking to classroom for the exam, the stupid motherfucker Ammar went and pull down the shuttle and it hit directly on my head, and then i start scolding him vulgarities and somehow all the other malay classmates all start laughing because it was funny. What's so funny? It could have made me shorter okay!
Walk straight home after that because i was lazy to slack with people. It's so much better when i'm at home, i sleep, i wake up, i play my computer.What's so wrong about having my own life. Somehow my preference in being alone, because nobody can disturb me. But of course, being with friends are fun. Why like that?


I was like that because that way, nobody would get pierce by my words, nobody is hurt. That's the best way to survive, and i think people should treat me like that too :D
Monday, October 10, 2011
Hey.
Hey.
Hey. It's a new blog again. What the fuck. It's my third new blog already. I abandon the last blog because it looked so bad i couldn't take it. Gosh. Anyway, i love this more. Laughs. Bookmark my new blog okay? I'm so gonna update everyday. Anyway, i had History paper and Mathematics paper. Sorry, i just love typing more, it looks more good. Faints. I think i will get forty plus for Maths, plus it's only paper one, which is over fifty marks. I had a shitty careless mistake! Shit. I blame it all on my forgetfulness because i forgot to bring my spectacles. History paper was okay. Quite okay. But most of my friends said that it was hard. Tomorrow's Science paper and Home Economics paper. Revised Science with Ong Chun Kiat aka, my Science teacher and friends, which is Cherleine, Soon Nee and Jamie. Oh my gosh, he's marking our maths papers. Hope i get good marks! :X
During History paper, it was a one hour and forty-five minutes paper. I completed it in forty-five minutes, so i still had one hour left and i had no idea what to do. I started turning right and left. Then i got really bored, and started thinking of what i should name my children in the future. For a girl, i would name it Yvette (Surname) Xue Ling. It's so nice please! For a boy, i would name it Yaphet (Surname) Jia Xi. Might change it a little. The boy name i just came up with it randomly. Haha. Yaphet means Handsome, you know? Yvette somehow means Archer, which is also the same meaning as Yvonne. Haha! I don't really mind if it's Yvonne or Yvette. I like Yvette more though! :P
The fuck. What's wrong with people that camwhore while crying? so attention wanting. Attention whores. I bet some people know who's i'm talking about. Anyway, back to saying it, gosh, thick skin, still can say it's for friend, somemore take so many shots. What is this? Go fly better.

How much hurt will you feel, will be how much you feel, care, like, love that person. I don't have that person yet.. it's so hard to trust any guys, because the reason why girls like guys, it's because of their words, while the reason why guys like girls, it's mostly because of appearance. That's why girls make up and guys lies. I wish i would find this person soon. Cherish the person you love the most, if not, they'll run away from your fate.
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